Well, this is a fine howdy-do! My husband has been very ill with kidney pain for quite awhile now but has no insurance. Yesterday he slept all day and didn't speak to me until very late in the evening. He didn't even eat dinner. Today he slept until late afternoon and then got dressed and said he was going to visit his dad. He added that he would not be home for dinner but would eat with his dad. I was fixing dinner at the time.
I don't know what to think. I know he is in pain and I feel bad for him. We are broke so I can't help him with the kidney problem since he has no insurance. He is depressed and with good reason. I feel left out and alienated by his silence and our lack of intimacy. I am totally powerless to help him at all. He won't even talk to me. He asks what good does TALKING do?
I am at a complete loss.I just don't know how to help him. He is so grumpy and hurting so bad and so depressed about the state of our finances that it is difficult to even be in his company let alone be compassionate etc.
Pray that the Lord will fix this. I can't. I can only leave it at the cross and ask that you, dear readers, will do the same.
To top it all off, I have a bad cold with fever and chills. What's a gal to do on days like this?
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